How do I know if I'm experiencing it?
It's not like I feel terrible all the time. I just get emotional. About three times a week. And I cry. But I think the problem is I want to keep crying.
The thing is I love my life. The only thing I really want to change about it is my job and I am actively trying to do that.
But sometimes I just feel so completely awful and I don't know why. The way I feel is always set off by something. But the feeling continues. Until it consumes me. And pretty much the only thing that makes it go away is my little girl.
Sometimes I feel like she's the only reason I'm alive right now.
Is this PPD?
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